[And Lance continues not to look at Floe because he knows if he can see her expression, he won't be able to say anything else.]
And that's on top of Chuuta, right? [He breathes out.] ...I'm so jealous, it's not even funny.
[He laughs, sad and bitter.]
You don't know... what it's been like here. When I woke up, it was to Sol screaming about how much they hated us. Sol just disappeared for a week. We couldn't do anything. I thought we were all trapped here forever watching you guys, watching my own body acting ridiculously. And then I got to help stone a little kid to death. Not just anyone -- a kid I considered a friend.
None of us could even speak to Sol until the day before you showed up here. I can't... I just can't even imagine how good you must've felt to just do that. And seriously? Given the choice between watching you be sad and watching you be happy -- even if it was with someone else, of course I'd prefer the latter. I- I'm not .. like that. But it still hurts, ok? It hurts.
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And that's on top of Chuuta, right? [He breathes out.] ...I'm so jealous, it's not even funny.
[He laughs, sad and bitter.]
You don't know... what it's been like here. When I woke up, it was to Sol screaming about how much they hated us. Sol just disappeared for a week. We couldn't do anything. I thought we were all trapped here forever watching you guys, watching my own body acting ridiculously. And then I got to help stone a little kid to death. Not just anyone -- a kid I considered a friend.
None of us could even speak to Sol until the day before you showed up here. I can't... I just can't even imagine how good you must've felt to just do that. And seriously? Given the choice between watching you be sad and watching you be happy -- even if it was with someone else, of course I'd prefer the latter. I- I'm not .. like that. But it still hurts, ok? It hurts.