"It wasn't always..." Intense was a good word for it now, though. He wished he could remember things more clearly, recall the feel of sunlight and what the Citadel looked like. There was so little of Insomnia left in his memory and it hurt sometimes that he was so disconnected from the other hunters sometimes. He'd known the darkness more than anything else in his life.

"I just wish I remembered more of when it wasn't."